The art of taking.
The rush of adrenaline and arousal that crashes over Me when you submit to Me is the best high I've ever felt. Physically, My pupils dilate. My pulse quickens and My heart beats harder than usual. My scalp tingles, My nipples harden, I feel butterflies swarming in My stomach, and I get wet between My thighs. Psychologically, I am filled with pure lust, greed, desire, want, joy, power, and thrill. It's as if My rational thoughts are pushed to the very back corner of My mind, where they are left to hibernate as I attack My prey.
The less I need, the more I want. Your sacrifice becomes My orgasm. Knowing that you're groveling away during the days to scrape together money for Me is My drug of choice. Speaking to you softly, sweetly, gently, soothingly, all while manipulating you into desiring Me, I have perfected the hypnotic voice that makes Me impossible to resist once you've looked into My eyes and heard Me speak.
The more I have, the more I want. Even writing this has caused Me to soak My poor pajamas, damp as I daydream about My next attack. I want to be craved, I want you to be addicted, and I will have what I want. I get what I want. I always get what I want.
Being under consideration means different things to most Dommes, so I thought I would write a bit about what it means to be under My consideration.
First of all, your UC status does not mean you're owned. Think of it as an internship that has potential to lead to a full-time job; you are working for Me, but you don't yet have all the privileges of REAL employees. You were taken on as an intern because you showed potential and came across as very eager in your interview. In an internship, there is one thing you do when you know you want to be hired on as a full-time employee-- you bust your ASS trying to impress your boss. This is your opportunity to shine, to show your capabilities, to prove that you're dedicated. At the end of your internship, you're either left to your own devices or you're offered a position. Sometimes, you may be given an opportunity to be an independent contractor; usually when your performance was good, you did the job well, but you may not have had enough spirit for them to want you to stick around permanently.
In this situation, I am the Boss, you are the intern, and the independent contractors are usually the boys best suited to be community sluts. During your test run, you will be expected to behave as if you are My property, which means you are loyal, attentive, and thoughtful. You do NOT have a safety net, so if you don't blow My mind, you're either an independent contractor (a toy for Me to enjoy on occasion) or you're fired. I'm not the hardest Domme to please, either, so My expectations are generally quite reasonable. I expect weekly tributes to be sent by 11:59pm on Friday evenings in California time (it is the duty of each sub to convert that to his time zone), daily check-ins (unless a temporary absence is discussed in advance), and HONESTY. I don't tolerate bullshit, and if you lose My trust... you're out.
That's why I do My consideration periods. I've had boys UC who would send a weekly tribute, want to play on cam, and then they'd disappear for another week. Those are subs who have long since been excommunicated from the Church of Sara. Your weekly tribute is not a down payment for a cam session. If you are well-behaved and interesting, I will enjoy video chatting with you. And I will LOOK FORWARD to our chats.